I got out of bed :D
I had such a writers block! I sat there and wrote about one and a half page.. but I didn't like the first one so I made a new one... that I went for... But it was hard though to write again!
I think that it is a certain amount of good papers you can write in one week! And even though I don't think that any of the text's I wrote was that good, I have to be satisfied with what I delivered!
Because there is no going back...
I finished around 11.30 went and bought a popsicle to celebrate that I was finished with the midterm exam week! and that I only have about three more big ones to go...
(one next week. A oral midterm test. Then after that one written final exam and one oral exam!)
After that I tock the buss to a store called charm... I went a little nuts and bought a white Leather purse that you could just hold in your hand and wallet, a brown Leather purse that you could also hang over your shoulder and some ear rings and a bracelet :) + a birthday-present for Christina sins she had her birthday last saturday and to Andrea in my class, that has her birthday on the 26 of April :)
After that I went back to school to call and get my taxi to come... Sins I get it to school and home, sins I still have that infection in my body :/
I came home around 12.30. So tired and exhausted from the week that I had been thru...
I could really feel that all the pressure, stress and the kinda long/hard days...
After a while of just laying on the couch I ate some lunch... Watched some TV... Talked a bit with Christer :) He had been sick for a couple of days so it was nice to hear how he was doing :)
Around 5pm I started to get ready :) I was going to go out and have a birthday dinner for Christina :) We ate dinner at a new restaurant :)
And after dinner we walked over to Filadelfia :)
At the youth meeting!
I really wanted to talk with Jakob sins I haven't really talked with him in a LONG time!
The only problem was that he didn't care... And when I'm standing there waiting, he just ignored that I was there...
It's sad though ... Sins I have been sick for quite a while now I have gotten kinda excluded from the rest :/
And that really hurts sins all that stuff with Agusta happened and I don't really have anyone that close ... I get the question if I think that we are ever gonna be friends again and my answer to that question is believe it or not ... NO!
It is just now more than ever that enormous feeling of aloneness :(
And when I followed Christina to her dad's car the rest was like BYe ... Bye and I said that I wasn't leaving but they kept on saying bye! So I tock the hint and just went to the subway-station...
The only problem was that I had to wait 17 minutes before it came! :(
Not a nice feeling that I was sitting there left with :/
I think I got thru my front door around 11.40-pm and the first thing I did was to sit on the couch for about 20 minutes... Just sitting there, kinda sad... kinda very exhausted!
But I got to bed around 12.10... It felt so good just to lay down in bed... my feet was hurting sins I got a blister from the heels I wore....
Hope you had a great friday :)
Ps: I will post the photos I tock when I get my mac back... Hope fully SOOON!!!!! :)
❤God Bless You❤
❣Allot Of Love Izzy❣
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