I where supposed to try to go to school but when I woke up I had a huge feeling so exhausted so I slept some more ate some food before my mom picked me up to go to the clinic...
At the clinic we talked to a weird female doctor who asked me all these questions...
and after that I had to and fill seven small glasses with blood!!! :(
When I came home I was so dizzy so I ended up laying in bed watching some Tv...
Tuesday...
This day was hard...
It was fogy and cold outside...
when I got up I made me some breakfast and after that I was just ended up on the couch...
Nothing much did really happen until dinner came and my stepdad started talking about how my brother was so good sins He goes to school even though he feels a little sick...
and then my stepdad kept on talking about how easy it was for him and my stepsister when they where younger to stay home when they started feeling sick...
The thing is that.... That is that it is a really soar subject for me sins I have been so much away from school because of allot of illness and my back, and then to hear him brag about how my brother is...
REALLY hit a nerve!
After everything I have been thru that is what got me over the edge!
I cried for a while down in the basement before I when't up agin and then my mom wanted me to hear that it my stepdad didn't say it to hurt me... But just starting to talk about it made me start to cry agin so I ran up to my room watched the season final of gray's anatomy!!!!
MEAN it was SO thrilling!! ( I thought that it was SO sad that her baby died!
After the Finally I shut off my Tv and just cried shouted into my pillow and cried for about an hour my mom came to comfort me but it still hurts SO BAD!
When I stop crying and I could breathe agin I just lied looking up some of the bible verses that I had come by thru different things while listening to:
- Desert Song - Ungfila Live
- Devoted - Ungfila Live
- Everything - Ungfila Live
- For Us - Radiate
- Free - Ungfila Live
- How Great Is Our God - Ungfila
- How He Loves - Ungfila Live
- I Have Found - Ungfila Live
- I Will Sing - Hillsong
- Love - Jaeson Ma
- Majesty (Here I Am) - Hillsong
- Mighty To Save - Hillsong
- None But Jesus - Hillsong
- Open the Eyes of My Heart Lord - Hillsong
- Revelation Song - Kari Jobe
- Risen King - Ungfila Live
- Tune of His Glory - Radiate
- With Everything - Hillsong
- Hosanna - Hillsong
I woke up and my hole body was aching !
So I stayed in bed a LOONG time before I wen't down to make some lunch...
Did some school work and watched Tv...
When My mom came home there was a letter for me from the National Registry where it said that I needed to have my dad's signature on the form to change my last name!!!!
And when I tried to call but they had closed :(
When my step dad came home I hurried down....
Nothing much really happened after that...
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Thursday....
The first thing I did was to try to call the National Registry but person after person sent me over to the next and when I had to call the control center and when they never picked up so the computer voice saying that if I presses 1 and pressed my number that I wouldn't loose my place in line and that they would call me up when it was my turn...
when I went down stairs the first thing I did was to take my vitamins and and my C- vitamin effervescent tablet...
The only problem was that I hadn't
Around 1.30pm Agusta called me. She was wondering how I was feeling and if I wanted to go for a walk sins it was such a nice weather...
I decided to go :)
Sins I had this urge to get out of the house!
She and her Dog came and we walked over to the the dog field in the park...
It felt good to get outside for a while but I got so sad when I saw two cockapoo dogs!
Sins I REALLY, REALLY want one!!!
on our way back I started feeling so fuzzy ... :(
And when I came home I was SO exhausted!!!
I ended up just going up to take my jacket on before I crashed on the couch...
I tried to call The National Registry but their office close at 3.30pm :(
I ate the best pizza in town ( the pizza corner pizza :) ) Yummy!!!!
before I went to bed I Texted with Oliver and he told me that he is gonna have a surgery on his back sins it hasn't gotten any better!! :(
before I went to bed I Texted with Oliver and he told me that he is gonna have a surgery on his back sins it hasn't gotten any better!! :(
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Friday...
The really first thing I did when my mom came up to me whit my breakfast was to call the National Registry to get the number to the woman that worked specially with changing last name stuff..
She didn't answer the first two times I tried to call, but when I finally got a hold of her, she told me that..:
That I needed to get my fathers signature on the form, or that they had to send him a letter asking for permission to change my name!!!!!!
She also told me that she had never seen a case where a person tock a name and split it! (sand/berg) Sins I only want to have Sand...
She also said that the most regular thing is to have the same last name as one of your parents...
But I REALLY don't want to have my dad's and I think that it is wrong for me to take my stepdads name....!
SO now I just have to wait and see what happens!
I really want to change it so I hope it works out! :)
I watched some Tv, Tock a shower got dressed did some math...
Made some lunch, tock my pills without throwing up :)
did some more math, watched Tv, Blogged and ate dinner...
After dinner I ended up Laing on the couch in the basement watching some more Tv and blogging...
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HOPE THAT YOU HAVE HAD A GOOD CUPLE OF DAYS :)
❤God Bless You❤
❣A lot Of Love Izzy❣
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