The reason....

So a while back I wrote that I'm no longer gonna stay at my dad's house....
Some wondered why, and this is why:
My dad is the kind that gets really mad/angry...
He has Never had any respect for me if I was sick or had any injuries.
When he and my mom where married they argued ALLOT, and it got so bad that he hit her...
Ever sins that I've been afraid that he would hit me, every time he got angry...
The summer 08. When I was in the US, with him and my brother, he hit me in my upper arm sins I didn't stop with the Yellow car game...
After that I have been struggling with allot of illnesses and he most of the time thought that I was faking!
He does not take the problem with my back seriously and he does not believe that I have the pain that I have!


This summer when I was in the US he tried to hit me agin but I jumped and he didn't touch me... But on the missionary trip to Austria I broke dow! All the stuff just came back... I told some of the leaders and, When I came back I told my mom, we talked about it, and we decided that I would try to be there for a while but in september It was over I told by mom that I didn't want to go back!
So after that The phone call i never want to take agin came, he stopped paying for my phone so I got a new number from my mom that he does not know what is...
My mom is getting the organizing of the paper work that says that I'm not gonna have any contact with my dad :)
and I'm changing my last name :D
So right now my last name is Berge but I want it to be Sand,
sins sy mom's maiden name is Sandberg and I think it is to similar to Berge that I'm only taking Sand :)My mom is gonna send the application tomorrow :)
I don't want anything to do with him ever agin!
So now you know why I'm not gonna stay at my dad's anymore....